the past few days seem as though we can really put studies aside and concentrate on just playing music.
and i believe we really did perform well on syf.:)
it wasnt that scary as it was supppose to be.
the feeling was much different from the previous syf.
and it definitely feels great.
And i really love the people in band!!!!
not all yah but haha! they are really awesome:)
hmm... sometimes it really feels good to know that actually we are still friends.
although we may not talk often but it always feel easy to just start talking again.
sometimes u have doubts that she's becoming different but she's still her.
and i'm happy to have her as my friend, really.
back to reality again!lots of work to catch up on and there's COMPLEX NUMBER TEST!!!
OMGOMG can!
but at least there are things to look forward too.
and that's the outing on mon:)
haha!!!all thanks to the mighty wenglin for planning!
and before i stop, pictures for entertainment!
haha!
:D
posted @12:57 PM
Friday, May 1, 2009
maybe i can only resort to this huh?
this few weeks is bad.
its kind of a mental torture thing and it sucks emotionally.
sometimes you just wonder why you arent good enough for sth or someone.
i feel lousy, very,.
demoralised and all.and i hate this feeling.
i dont see myself as someone who gets easily defeated because i want to prove myself of some worth.
i believe that i can. and im still believing.
but now, it's kind of hard. but i want to persist.
im glad i've got ppl around me who understand.
i feel weak
tears cant help but flowing
i want to fight it back so badly...........
pleasegoaway
posted @7:58 PM
Monday, April 6, 2009
see the three of them!
leading a healthy lifestyle:)
haha!
went to youyu's house on sat with wl and fel to see the frame that we made for him.
and also to show him the video.
although he didnt watch it.
then we headed to school to play bball.
and as u can see, the 3 girls above went for a run instead.
when we reach school, fel was very shy about running.
haha! cause there was the rugby ppl and all.
but in the end, they still manage to run.
so i ended up playing bball with the others.
it was fun man!!!!
I SCORED A 3 POINTER!!!
in my 18 years of life!
yes. that's the first one:):)
haha!!
hope we can sit swing next week:):):):):
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
IRIS
Dan Hui and Feliciaaaaaaaa
as u can see, we camwored in the toilet.
HAHA!
but exercising in the morning is no joke man.
cause after band, i was super tired!
Oh! and Cheryl's leaving for taipei in like 2 days time!!
that's super fast can!
life is so unfair.
she gets to go with her class can!!
hope she doesnt forgt what to do huh.
MUAHAHA!!!
:(
everyone's leaving:(:(:(:(
posted @10:40 PM
Friday, April 3, 2009
see what my horn was going through?!
it needs s big guys to like get the slide out.
and the slide was a small one.
after much struggle, youyu manage to pull it out.
but that's not all, he left a dent in my horn.
the impact was so strong that when he elbowed the bell when pulling the slide out, the bell bend.
it's METAL mind you!
it was really shocking man.
still,
hope that it gets repaire in time.
posted @10:31 PM
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
posted @6:50 PM
Sunday, March 29, 2009
as u can see people im just too lazy to blog. what's so fun about blogging ur everyday life when it's all revolving round studies and band? it will still be the same usual stuffs right. eh. im not being depressed opr anything. but yes. IM LAZY:):) hehe anw, i will still try and upload the picturessss! sorry DORA!!
almost died from pain yst during sectionals. so i decided to go home and rest. lookingforward to tues! we are finally released early:)
sometimes you dont know if it's the right thing
posted @1:17 PM
Monday, March 16, 2009
im excited!haha!
im leaving in less than 24 hours time:)
muahaha!
but it will not be a very holiday kind of holiday.
there's so much work to do.
But still i will not give up the chance of leaving this country and having a break.
i really need one.
to clear my mind of all evillness.
to at least stay away.i need some time to figure things out.
not that there's many things to figure out but you get what i mean right.
a breather that is.
went out with CHERYL KOH YANLIN!
it's been like soo long since i last since her!
and she got me subway cookies:)
hehe
okay.
singing is funnnn.
our throat almost died on us!
for whatever it is.
I HOPE THAT CHERYL CAN HAVE HER DREAM COME TRUE FAST!
then i will probably become a godmother:)
cheryl!it's never too late:)
and we are both poor thing man. share the same fate.HAHA!
and you better buy me things from taiwan!
im so jealous!
i still cant get over the disney on ice:)
IT IS DAMN NICE!
shall post the pictures some other time.AND VIDEOS TOO!!
it's not wrong to wish for something.
cause one day the wish may just come true.
it's too fairytale huh.
but there's no harm believing in it right?
i think i need to get away from people.
i'm afrad.
i want things to just stay at it is.
really.
give me a break
posted @11:10 PM
JESSICA
XOXO
I'm Jessica.
If you don't know that then u probably don't know me at all.
so... you should start from here! seventeen NYJC 30January1991 French Horn Player
you'll know me in quite a while.
I DON'T BITE:P
